I haven’t read actual books in awhile as I’ve been reading mostly manga as of late but as fate would have it I’ve been having extra time in the morning before work so I decided to make two purchases one being The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky and the second being Looking for Alaska by John Green. I’m going to discuss The Perks of Being a Wallflower first.
I had been meaning to read this book for some time now I just never got around to it I kept seeing the previews for the movie and it seemed to have that “independent” feel to it that I love so much. I wanted to read the novel first before watching the movie so that I could truly experience it. I have only watched a movie before reading the book one time and that was back in high school my boyfriend took me to go see The Golden Compass and I fell in absolute love with it and had to have the book and was ecstatic when I found out it was a trilogy. So I got the books for Christmas that year and I was so upset when I read the book because of how marvelous and wondrous it was that I couldn’t believe how much the movie had been “disney-ed” up. I love the His Dark Materials trilogy it is one of my very favorites but I told myself I would never watch a movie before the novel again.
Sorry for that tangent. This is one of those books that you feel different after reading. That gives you hope for tomorrow. I related to Charlie in the sense of crying. I cry very easily and it’s something I used to hate about myself. You always know that one dad or grandfather that you’ve never seen cry except maybe once when something really happens. Something worth crying for. I wanted to be like that it seemed so beautiful to me. But I’m not that type of person and I’m alright with that now. I look at it that maybe I just feel things more that I love everything and everyone so much. So much that it overflows.
Everything about Charlie is beautiful. From just the way he feels walking home taking in the wind on your face and leaves falling and the way the air smells. It makes me happy that even though this is a novel that there are people who feel. I’m not saying that most people don’t feel because everyone does but this is different. These are the feelings that make you float that make your soul smile and choke you up. To quote American Beauty ” Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it and my heart is just going to cave in.” Now I don’t know who he was writing to or that he was writing to anyone at all (as my boyfriend suggested) and I don’t think that it matters we all need to feel connected to someone or something and tell our hearts greatest wants and our story.
I feel this is relateable in the sense that we all have our Sam and Patrick at some point and time. That just like that you can meet extraordinary people.
You have to live with your soul wide open and love like you’ve never been hurt and trust like you’ve never been betrayed. There are bad people in this world don’t let them stifle you. At least you know that you’ve done what you can and that you’re a good person. This isn’t an in depth review. Just my feelings.
I read this novel directly after reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower so I was already quite emotional and then this hit me like a ton of bricks. It’s one of those you kind of want to chuck across the room and scream WHYYY but it’s real. These things happen and you can’t stop them. You have to pick up the pieces of what was your life and keep going remembering their smile the way they talked and carried themselves. I don’t have much to say on this one except that it made me feel. It made me feel alive.
I drew this for Alaska right after I read one of my favorite of many quotes.
” I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”
Thank you for reading-Kelly
As you all know or should know out there in the geek world today is Harry’s birthday as well as his creator’s J.K. Rowling so I wanted to take today to discuss this series which is very dear to my heart. I first began to read Harry Potter in elementary school and finished at the end of high school so essentially I grew up with this series. I related to Harry so much I had a troubled home life was bullied quite a bit but I got through it all with the help of great friends. Britney was my Ron essentially lol she was always there for me and we were always in it together no matter what it was. These books aren’t about trying to impress anyone or any of the other things young impressionable girls would normally see. No these books were about friendship and standing up for what you think is right. Being brave even when everyone else stands against you and sometimes you have to do things on your own. Reading the Chamber of Secrets in the 5th grade and meeting Dobby for the first time I never thought many years later I would be a young woman crying over that wonderful brave little house elf.
I can remember reading the 6th book when Kreacher comes to Hogwarts and Hermione speaks to him and he says under his breath ” The mudblood is speaking to Kreacher.” I laughed so hard I almost woke everyone in the house up. Word of advice don’t read at 2 am. Even though I still do. While there were many sad and absolutely heartbreaking moments it was filled with fun cheery moments as well. Fred and George always up to something. Ron and his gift of somehow embarrassing himself all the time. Hermione keeping Harry and Ron on their toes. The series wouldn’t have been the same if one of them was missing each one of them held each other up like true friends do. They also got into arguments which made them seem so real and like someone you know. Their characters were so relateable. I did like the movies as well although as they progressed I felt more and more was changed and left out. I thought why would they throw in something that didn’t even happen and leave out some incredibly pivotal points. Like in the 6th for instance (which was my favorite book) they threw in some bullshit scene at the burrow catching it on fire and running around outside seriously what the hell. That was there but where the hell was Dumbledore’s funeral. That was such a beautiful scene in the book with the centaurs at the edge of the forest and the mer-people. The cinematography for something like that would have looked amazing. Also in the fifth book when in Saint Mungo’s when Neville’s mom handed him the bubble gum wrapper and his gran told him throw it away and he put it in his pocket. That scene right there is what made me feel so much for him. I realize that not all things can be added but if things are going to be left out don’t replace them with things that didn’t happen. Why the changes are made to begin with make no sense to me because everything in the books is so wonderful and would have been great on film. Aside from that I feel the golden trio couldn’t have been cast any better they were perfect. Hagrid was perfect as well. I preferred the look of the second Dumbledore better I just didn’t like that he shouted quite often lol Dumbledore was quite soft spoken. Luna was done well and Neville was wonderful. I do wish Slughorn would have looked more like a walrus as described in his pajamas.
On a darker note these books dealt quite a bit with loss and death and having to pick yourself up because you have to. Harry lost the one man he felt was family and showed him love. He like most had to carry on and go to school. Some feel it’s best to go on though life alone because then you won’t have loss and disappointment, but if it had not been for Ron and Hermione and all of his wonderful friends what would have been the point of anything he had done. With them in his own words he had something worth fighting for.
Everytime abc family airs the movies I very annoyingly tell my boyfriend IT’S A HARRY POTTER WEEKKKKKEENNNNDDDD!!!! Yes I watch it everytime and usually crochet while watching. Those are the most relaxing days off. These books made me laugh, made me cry and made me grow up. They made me cherish my friends and family more. I love these books and I thank J.K. Rowling for creating these books so that that poor little girl that was me could escape to a wonderful world. I’m doing great now and will continue to do so and since I live in Florida I’ll hopefully go to the Harry Potter world at universal soon. Even though the series ended it will never be over as long as there are those that are loyal. Thank you for reading -Kelly